I Can't

I can't understand it..It is beyond me..I don't understand it..My intellectual capabilities are spent thinking about it..It is unfathomable..It is something that I plan to study when I get out of it..It is manipulative yet carrying a gentle demeanor..It is like being led on to think that things are going your way when in fact you're not going to be the man smiling after the smoke clears..It is wrong..It is like murdering someone's soul or driving the spirit away from them..it's like being a pastor and being sacrilegious at the same time..It is plain evil..I'll be able to give you more insight on this great evil as soon as it leaves..(which may be, the next three months or the next three years..I don't know. I cannot decide..Only God can save from this..