Staring at the photos...damn...that's how I looked?Jus went in that album to catch a glimpse and now I'm hooked..I want it all back, even my consequences of being a rude child .'cuz if that's the price I'd have to pay, that's a slap on the wrist, that's mild. She was so beautiful that I wonder if I came from her because that beauty outshone everyone, anytime anywhere..He looked so happy..and strong..not to mention brave but over the years what did he save?I think he's still brave and strong but contentment didn't choose to linger.It's like you feeding someone and then they give you "the finger". I was carefree and rude, mischievous and rotten but I had intellect, that had to count for supm..Then there's the trips to the ocean and our laughs cover the photo frame now there's hardly any photos and the few are hardly ever the same. He looked out for me and I gave him a hard time..well i knew he loved me, i just thought it was a crime. Her eyes were bright and she's witty even more than me but more emotional so I guess we'll see...how well she'll deal with this when the time shall come...will she give her whole heart and then some? Well I guess you never know what you got 'til it's gone, but I kno we had it so I dnt what ya'll on...To be saying it wasn't there from the start, it didn't begin right but I dn't know what ya'll sayin cuz I ddnt witness on fight..Well I still want it back even if it's gonna kill me but at least I'll die smiling, knowing that she smiled again and put on regular weight and thought regular thoughts and spoke regular words and did regular things and even went out regularly. I guess if I don't get it all back I'll have to make it myself..and lucky be the female..cuz i'll be watching for every right move n every pitfall..and that my friends is my perogative...
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