I Can't

I can't understand it..It is beyond me..I don't understand it..My intellectual capabilities are spent thinking about it..It is unfathomable..It is something that I plan to study when I get out of it..It is manipulative yet carrying a gentle demeanor..It is like being led on to think that things are going your way when in fact you're not going to be the man smiling after the smoke clears..It is wrong..It is like murdering someone's soul or driving the spirit away from them..it's like being a pastor and being sacrilegious at the same time..It is plain evil..I'll be able to give you more insight on this great evil as soon as it leaves..(which may be, the next three months or the next three years..I don't know. I cannot decide..Only God can save from this..

Karma

When it bites you in the ass you're f*%$ed...Its the definition and the realization of those things that you thought could have never happened to you..Its what makes nonsense of the orderly and sensible things in your life..If you do wrong its bound to happen to you...Call it consequences...call it the devil @ work...or call it obeah..call it God's curse or Buddha trampling on your life..Whatever you call it, it cannot be escaped..It cannot be avoided..because doing wrong is woven deeply into the fabric of our personas..But wait..it can be avoided..just do right.Just Do It!!

Have you ever?

Everyone can read this..intended 4 da ladies tho..

Disclaimer: The only formal parts of this blog will be this introduction and explanation for each part written so if you can't read and understand patois get someone who does. These are general statements and pertain to no one person...

Lemme present a few scenarios to get the point out there more clearly...

Yuh ever hear a mada a cuss har pitney an seh, "Yuh tan jus like yuh fada!" An di mada still deh wid di pitney fada..shi nah leff him altho him a eediat n she woulda talk di worse bout him and she woulda chat any oda ooman whe inna di same position n hav di same ways...

Yuh ever c a girl a gi har man bun n then yuh have a Miss Goody 2 Shoes call har all sorta name n look down pon har a way..then when yuh check it out Miss Goody 2 Shoes a do di same damn ting n worse..ppl whe a look nuh c it..n Miss Goody 2 Shoes slandah ppl who do dem ting deh n try fi paint di saint pikcha..

Explanation for Scenarios..
Well, if you have ever heard of, witnessed any of the aforementioned scenarios then you would agree with me that the 2 characters mentioned above are the worst type of hypocrites..Religious authorities say no sin is greater than any..so y is there the concept of cardinal sins? In my summation of hypocrisy, the two examples I gave above are the worst types. How do these people feel? How do these people function? You may ask a myriad of questions. Then your phone rings while reading this and it's one of your friends calling you with the latest scoop...you talk..hang up..go back to reading this..and think about the characters in ma examples above..what bitches..what whores..they don't deserve any good men..! Well I'll say this generally, you are calling yourself such and pronouncing the judgement on yourself..lol..seriously..look in2 it..have you ever done shit like that?Or close..or even worse?LOL..You just did it a minute ago on the phone(for example)..I swear if I'm ever with a girl or in a girl's company again and hear them talking about another chick like that..I'ma stop doing what I normally do(which is shutting up) and just say, "Shut yuh raas..u a di same ting!"
Try me..I'm so serious..And once again...Hidden deeds are like photos in a dark room...They stay in the dark until they develop, get fully visible and can't be hidden anymore..LOL..That shit deep! So if you think no one knows..somebody already does or will...So don't go around criticizing...and judging..if you know you're the same thing...
Aight..mi a guh tek whe miself now!

Trust

Forlorn and left to die and emotionless death but if this is a dream why in God's name can't I wake up yet? Living on the street 2 Much Denial, once again my trust must go on stand in trial. What if, what if not...Who was, who will be shot? My judge's gavel of a heart won't stop fighting for you but you return to "The Life" like most ex-cons do. This time 'We' believe in your innocence which to the 'prosecution' doesn't make much sense. Hung juries and cups of coffee in hindsight, the scenario is dim so please shed some light. You want 'us' to believe the 'fact' is actually true, and now I'm being 'badgered' when it should be you. I cannot be your lawyer, your judge, your jury and your witness, that's to much to ask, that is utter sickness! Like Mr.Runkle, I'd be torn between, I'd have to take the fall while you flee the scene. Yup, they're calling for more bagels, the jury's hung 1-10, Innocent or Guilty..Again.'You' wonder what the final verdict will be, but it doesn't matter because "The Truth Will Set 'Us' Free!