Blah.

The urgent and fervent desire to change, from thought to action it seems very strange. Epiphanies and bad decisions later, what's left of me I'm trying to savor! Time isn't running out, yet it is, I wanna close the deal, wanna be done with this. I see what pleases me well, but could it be that I'm going to hell? Avoiding reality while staring it dead-on in the eye: "I can't live without you, it'd hurt to try." My connection is severed and I can't do it by myself, yet I have to do it alone; nobody else. In the search for fulfillment I made a false start, but it would seem as though I've already given away my heart! Now what do I have to work with? Nothing at all, unless I take it back before I fall..deeper in!

Denied

The thing is, I'd do it without question, or even a second thought. But hey, that's just me. It's true what they say though. Family: Sometimes related by blood and nothing else.