A-mazing..

Yeh..you're ma number one..you don't have to ask..Living with/without you leaves me with a mask..So that I can truly hide the delight lest my sanity finds its way out..body armor up to the throat because I wanna remain alive to be with you because my heart wants to come out of my chest in due loyalty..your lips, them thighs, your eyes lead to open skies..in the windows to heaven I see, a reflection of the damsel with who I wanna be...So profound with that opinion, lawyers quake in their gowns, whoever said you're a loser is a circus reject..cuz even clowns get serious n break their act when they hear u speak & look @ you from front to back..side to side..up and under...over and out..this feeling welling up inside makes me wanna shout!Free me..free my love...You're ma number one, I'm sure..whether I end up rich or God forbid poor..but that doesn't matter does it?Cuz my love is free..my only guarantee..not silver nor gold..not that SUV..lol..Its all in a dream n I pray, when will I get my amazing one right..Oh Jeez.I pray it's tonight..A-mazing..that's who you are..leading the pack by far..You're ma number 1 that's what I'm about..all I'll say is, make it count..

Be Wise...

The Figure Will Wither, The Beauty Will Fade, So Youthful Stupor You Must Evade..Love Those Who Love You & Keep Them Near So When Those Days Come You'll Have No Fear! - by Patrick Clarke

Epiphanies...

I think I'm so weird because I get lots and lots of epiphanies daily..They usually last for a minute or two and at best I think about them for a couple hours. Then I snap back from reality into my little space. Where it's comfy and easier to deal with stuff. But, just today, I had one that I was unable to shrug off. When I tried to factor in the pros and cons along with the cost of ignoring it, it was indeed cheaper to throw it to the wind. But the catch would be that in the long run I'd end up with a few good stories and a whole truck load of regrets. There is no easy way to do what I must, but in order to influence the amount of good stories and regrets I end up with, I must. In this case, working hard and working smartly have no difference between them because they both cost the same. If I had ignored this..bleak future huh?damn...
Don't ignore your epiphanies...you just might be on to something...

The 1st 5 days....

The first 5 days of May have been quite insightful. I didn't know so much could happen in a few days. My eyes were opened, my thinking cleared and my resolve to continue to be who I am heightened. These past few days have really shown me why I chose to be who I am now. But as if I didn't know the before, I too had forgotten the watchwords. Compromise and sacrifice filled my thoughts. Though not bad concepts or behavior patterns, I implore you to only engage in which is profitable and reciprocated and/or worthwhile or else it will have been in vain unless of course it is for the god of whichever belief system you choose to subscribe to.

Another lesson learned from these past few days is that loyalty counts for a whole lot. As the watchwords go, "Death Before Dishonor", these are words I live by and will continue to live by. It is completely nonsensical to have you allegiance scattered in many places. Be defined, be accurate, be sure, be confident and don't place your satisfaction and confidence in the pursuit of success because if that fades you're in for a breakdown which you may not recover from.

Finally, words were made to be said, whether loosely or for meaningful purposes. Most people say things fitting for their particular situation which is not in itself a bad thing. When it is used to cover up true feelings, and repeated, that is when one becomes fake, a liar, and somewhat a thief. In the case of relationships, you are a fake because you're not showing the true you to your "partner", you're a liar because you utter misleading statements and make untrue bodily gestures to send across the message which strays from the truth and a thief in the sense that you swindle time under false pretenses. I have learned that if you do this, you will pay dearly, if not before your death, in the judgment. But hey, that's my opinion. But think of the Golden Rule. And then think of instances in which we are forbidden to render evil for evil.

Well..summer is upon us and this shall be an eventful summer..I assure you..
PC Out!